what do you want for real

Money Money

Okay so I did it. I went to the St Laurence market and didn’t spend a dime. It was the hardest thing, I swear. It was almost as hard as me saying no to having another pint after having just one. Oh god. Addictive personalities are the worst. I even said “well I need to buy SOMETHING!!”
I almost left with this neon pink light diner style radio for $35 until I called my boyfriend to ask if it was a good buy. Of course he talked me out of it. “is it a need or a want, allie?” arg! every time!! Fine!
I think I need a day where I just sit and analyze my thoughts and my self and my reason for things. Half the time I tell myself I want to live like an animals and would prefer hunting and farming for my own food. live on only the necessities.
Josh calls and says “now allie don’t spend your money today ok? Save it. You need it.” and I reply like a lying little rebellious problem child “…I will!”
What’s wrong with me? I’m like this only sometimes.. Or all the time.

Maybe I’m just ah girl.

special things:

Troop Beverly Hills on dvd

Cry Baby on dvd

 stiff scarf

more to come

Ahhh…..

Sunday spa day. … While I’m working!
I pretended I was on vacation. Got the TrailHead special room with jet whirlpool in my bathroom. Worked out for the first time since forever. Got on my robe and went for a salt water swim and a dry sauna session and whirl pool and now lots of meat!

Such a nice day. So relaxed. Dinner time.

And then read and knit and bed.

Water tower inn in sautl sainte Marie

Mediterranean Diet